We have sadly finally arrived at the last day and though I have not fully processed the experience, there has been plenty of time to pause for reflection. I think back to the first day when half delirious we got off the plane and right away took a bus to have a group Kiddish on a cliff overlooking the Kinnert. We were asked to write down three wishes that we hope to come true during our trip. One of my wishes was to expereince a moment that is a leap of faith-to really put myself out there to try something new and exciting for the first time. That wish was granted in mere hours when we climbed down Mt. Arbel. There was no time to second guess whether you were ready to "repel" down the mountain. It was a leap of faith-only made better by strangers (at the time) around me holding my hand as we got to steep or tricky parts. Without asking for anything they kindly pointed out the easier path.
The next day we found ourselves hiking up and down and all the way around the Jillabun stream. There were parts of the hike that we had to use rocks to cross the river. Sometimes you alone couldn't do it but there were mountain men amongst the group who held out their hands for us to grab on to as we reached for branches above us for extra balance. And though nothing was really life threatening-for those who are only a little "outdoorsy"-it was comforting to have strong leaders paving the way.
And finally one of our last experiences we spent the evening at the Bedouin tents. After a delicious and family style meal, we ventured out on a group "hike" to look at the stars. (The best view ever) Shoulder to shoulder we walked blindfolded into the night. Reality check-no real danger- but a twisted ankle- but regardless you felt safe knowing somebody was behind you and their grip on your shoulder got tigther as you stumbled blindly in the dark as the terrain changed beneath your feet. You knew that person would never let you fall. That was the exact moment that I took in that these strangers had become my friends. It takes a selfless act for this to happen in such a short time. It really means putting yourself out there and letting others in and open people recipricating on the other side. And when you have that-not even language can be a boundary.
I am blessed to now have 50 new friends. I thank our families and loved ones and the others that made it possible for all of us to have this unbelievable experience. It was a leap of faith to go on this trip in the first place and I co uldn't be happier that I took it. Leap first, Look later. Safe traveles to every one on their journey home.
With love,
Illana Stein :)
